realise
one day all this is going to be obsolete.

the son of ra
guilt. ever noticed in our current society, it's about aleviating the guilt we face? like, we have so much grey areas, just because we dont wanna hurt, or get hurt. so it's kinda like, if we don't feel guilty, no one's getting hurt. a sort of delusion. no, i'm shure alot of you have noticed it. it's a placebo.. our world seems to be headed towards enlightenment and liberal freedom and release from the chains of religious law. but the cancer of of this downward spiral may be in later stages than we imagine. who knows?

stalker stalker quite contrary
fmss has asked me to join them on the friendster bandwagon. not that im not on the daymn website, its just that, i got invited to join the fmss group. dosen't it freak you out, that someone who owns the fmss account knows who you are, and knows your email address too? freaky to me.

sunday seems safe
it's been a gorgeous sunday. it didn't rain, even though they said it would. i'm glad it didn't, but it might later on. i've gotta two week break comin' up starting monday, i shure could use a break! heh~ anyhow, i went to this mega fair yesterday, as chris martin would say: mega! it was the perth royal show, and nic took lots of photos that day. so when she passes the loot to me, it'll go here. straight here! no questions asked! there's lots to be proud of. i took part in a colouring contest and dont know if i'll win yet, and then i managed to string hokkien expletives for an entire loop on the miniature roller-coaster. which if my cell members get to know, may not listen to anymore of my 'advice' and 'takes on the world'. haha.. but yeah.. it was an unwinding (albeit expensive) experience. oh, this post was supposed to be aboot sunday right? nothing happened today.

a sign of the times
spring fever is in the air. the weather finally decided to clear up for once, and wot a great day it's been. really great. one of the greatest days i've had since coming here. and well, mebbe it can only get better. jo's goin' off to the farm morrows, let's hope everything only goes well. *grin*

jest
hey! i'm just kidding! man, that stupid consent form.. bugger. why am i sucha procrastinator. i'm done with it, but why am i sleeping so late? and then there's the focus group morrows.. i'm not really gonna dig that. but hope we'll all do well.

update
i'm just feeling so displaced right now. but it's oh kay, i'm smiling on the outside, and somewhere on the inside. just tryna reach in and figure out where that joy is emancipating from. so that i can draw srength from it.

ecstacy
speak to me in riddles and
speak to me in rhyme
my body aches to feel your breath
your words keep me alive
- Sarah McLachlan, Posession

perfect
everything is absolutely perfect. we went to the city on saturday, i bought myself AUD63.85 worth of CDs. and i'm happy with every single one of them! it's a big pinch, considering i spent alot this month on various items. but i can't regret it forever.. so yeah, i'll really treasure these cds.

and yes, i did buy thirteenth step. loveitloveitloveit! there's nothing to regret from that saturday! it's not as heavy as mer der norms, reminds me a bit of a mellow nine inch nails. melody's a big mainstay for this album.. it seems to borrow very heavily from robert smith for the mellower bits. all in all, i love it. might i do an album review soon? heh~

and not just that, i bought zero7, coldplay's single "god put a smile on your face" and the door's "LA woman".

and now i must depart, to watch the "anabelle chong story" at nic's place. a life of debauchery i have gone slowly downward. pray for my soul friends..

dinner : some roasted steak with spuds and onions

winsome
i bumped into jo on my way to school today.
jo : you look different today
me : i do?

spawn broodlings
mak has set up her new site, and i highly reccomend checking her craft out! she's so insanely unique, it bleedin' hurts =)

check it my old jc pal jonpan's spot on the internet while you're at it too. lucky bastardo, hangs with chicks in spore, AND sweden. haha, big laughs.

thought
i don't seem to recognise myself in the pictures..

lighter moments
some snaps by nic on birthday eve: