i know we've been lacking of late. it's strange playing so many thoughts in your head, and when you're praying so desperately, you also make so much noise you can't hear a thing. hey, it happens.
couldn't type in here, because in the end, everything wasn't harmless. oh brian, you've been living in a safe 'lil circle for so long, did you forget the world outside? no, i retreated from the world, because i thought i wasn't a part of it. apparently in the grand scheme of things, ive been in the pit stop for too long. have i? i thought i was crew. i was always the shotgun buddy wanting the driver's seat. but not everyone handles a race well, and i'm kind of learning to drive. well, maybe and something like that.
Saturday, October 11, 2003