Monday, December 29, 2003

ears ringing drowing out all the idle thoughts
i like plugging myself into music just so i can stop the banter in my brain. someones always got something better to say than me, even if its in japanese. drowns everything out, some things i just don't need to hear. fear? maybe. insecurity? maybe. useless? probably. uncertainty? you gottit. we're here now, and that's all that matters. some can't find a reason to push on, and even if you couldn't, you live on. is there a reason why our heart still pumps blood through our veins as our cells disintigrate? i'd like to think that if there were a resolution, then yes, there would be a reason. we're not too different you and i. we probably ask the same questions, heard the same answers, believe differently but ultimately write rubbish when asked upon. i leave you with this resolution.

No comments: