Saturday, January 7, 2006

when the minutes drone on
and there is solace in sound. is this the only place i can find refuge? where there are bustling lights and blips and strange noises so that i don't feel any more alone? i know i'm supposed to pray, but what am i supposed to pray for? i just need some sort of a saving grace, i just need or want to be loved all over again. its so disgusting when i crave the attention of those around me, when all i want is to be left alone until you see me for all i am, flaws and all.. and still accept me in infinite grace and love.

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