Wednesday, August 17, 2005

because right now
it's really too f---in' cold to do anything. but still i'm waiting for a ride to hit the tavern for a spot of beer and some acidy jazzditty band that's got jon ravin'. can't be a bad thing right?

they say a change would do you good. sometimes i'm afraid of wot i'll change into. do we feel bad about folk in third world countries because we are sorry for them, or because it 'upkeeps' our non-existant morality? like, it makes us 'better people' to feel sorry for them, and it would be unkind just not to. just a thought, you can't bear the weight of the world on your shoulders, you can't save the world.

you could try, you might succeed. hope is a strange thing.

ladidadida.. today's society tells us that we're gonna make it, we're gonna survive the nuclear holocust and standoffs. if we do, we're just cockroaches who survived the nuclear winter that wiped the dinos out.

roscharch's and chuck palahniuk's utter nihilism do hold some truth, but yes, i still do hope that there is some light at the end of the tunnel. not in this lifetime perhaps. maybe the next.

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