Thursday, May 18, 2006

watching you change
what do we do now? so far so good, i'm really glad that my mom's come over for a visit. it's encouraging, 'specially when you're feeling a little down with everything that has added up in the uni circus. university and i are in a love hate relationship, and perhaps i still subscribe to an old school thought and fear that this is going to get me where i'm gonna be in the future. it's paradoxical that it gives you freedom but paralyses you in fear at the same time, but that's how it is with me, and should i pass or fail, is that the benchmark of all things to come? am i determined by what i do here right here right now? it does sound harsh, sometimes it's easier not to exist in society, but you also can't keep running away from everything.

i watched chungking express recently and i must say it is quite my obsession lately.

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