y'know, over the past week. never really been spending much time with dad. 'specially now that mom and sis are in toronto, so its just the two of us we can make it if we try! (in falsetto), left to fend against the evil demons of laundry, dishes and scavanging for food. so yeah, today came as a welcome change for both of us. father and son hangin'out for lunch and dinner. sometimes, i try to blur the lines between the both of us, and get him to open up. it was so surreal. we were like friends, and family. God's blessed me with so much. yeh, i set aside today only to alleviate the guilt, but i wanted more than that. i'm not there for him all the time, but neither is he. but something about my upbringing, and my mother's prayers for the family keeps us there for each other.
Monday, July 7, 2003